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| 10:11pm 10/08/2003 |
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Ok so the tattoo appointment is set.. I go in on Sept 12th and must say that I am very excited. Guess when all I have to look forward to for the next couple of years is tattoo work and no more piercings including having to give up what I currently have its something special. Yeah thing that for me the hardest thing I will have to do is take out my stretched lobes.... how I will miss them. But I guess that it is time to start thinking about finding a stable job and establishing myself somewhere is more important right now. |
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| 12:09pm 06/08/2003 |
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Hey, wow it has been a while since my last post on here.. So ummmm whats new with me. Well working again full time which is a bonus, because that finally means I'll be able to start my next tattoo very soon and as Martha Stewart would say *and thats a good thing*. So yeah haven't really decided on the final look for it yet bit I think the plans are for sparrows or swallows on my chest and was thinking of adding in a banner too, just not sure what I would want it to say.
Ok away for the tattoo talk. What else has been going on with me????? This is easy I can sum it up in one word, Nothing. lol. Yeah I'm pretty boring but hey when you live in crappy Winnipeg what can you do. I so need to move.
well think this is good for now so I'm off.. |
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| EMO just cause everyone else does... |
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| 12:29am 15/01/2003 |
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And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have..
Standing so close knowing that i kills me to breathe you in..
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you..
Just say that you would do the same for me.. |
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| 02:38pm 24/12/2002 |
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Well that time is apon us once again. And really I can't say that I'm all that happy about it. All this means is that I have to spend time with a family that overall I really don't like. But on a positive note.... at least my cats will be there. So I will have someone/thing decent to talk too. Plans for the rest of the week include mostly working, but there good shifts 8:00am - 4:30pm, and later on in the week I believe I'll be going shopping, A new TV is in my future. |
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| 04:51pm 18/12/2002 |
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So theres news of a work place gathering on this comming Friday that I must say I'm really looking forward too. Its to celebrate the new posistions that have been aquired by some fellow employees. It should prove to be a fairly decent night out. A chance to get out and party/ and share a couple of beverages with some good friends is always a good thing.
There will be shots of Jager for all...... |
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| 02:02pm 18/12/2002 |
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Well I have placed an order for some specific items that I have been wanting for a while now... I realize that with the current holiday package movement I won't be getting this right away but hopefully they will arrive before the new year.
So I get to look forward to another crappy day at work again today, so not wanting to go. Why can't I live somewhere fun like London and just get to sit in a pub drinking a pint of beer and watching as the snow comes down. But its all good, I do have something to possibly look forward to in the lines of a career and location move, nothings set in stone yet but theres always a hope.
In other news I have just finished my latest book *Rave Culture; An Insiders Overview*, overall a really good book, but somethings I do believe are way over stated. Now to go looking for my next reading adventure.
Argh time to get ready and leave for work... |
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| 10:20am 17/12/2002 |
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These streets are just ends, so I won't ever be happy again. Now it seems that you too see a painful blue when you stare into the sky. You could never understand the movement of a hand waving goodbye. But as the story goes, or it is often told, a new day will arise and all the dance halls will be full of skeletons that are coming back to life. But until that time I think I had better find some disbelief to suspend, because I don't want to feel like this again. |
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| 08:03pm 14/12/2002 |
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::i would bleed my last drop of blood to see her face just once:: |
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| 03:51pm 11/12/2002 |
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Well I'm currently sitting at work, which is no fun at all. But on a positive note I'm feeling a hell of a lot better now then when I first woke up this morning. Argh draft beer is definitely a cause for the bed spins... Three people spliting 4 pitchers of beer seemed like a good idea at the time, but drinking with people that have the next day off and you don't its just not a good thing. Damn that Bill.. Oh well at least Dave is here suffering along side me.
Tonight includes and evening out with a friend enjoying a good ol' cup of coffee. Nothing to exciting but it should be fun no the less. |
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| 03:07am 11/12/2002 |
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*Stolen from Ash*
DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] Wallet - Black leather, use to have *CRONIC* written on it.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - My 5/8ths Bone plugs and other misc body piercing jewelry.
[ x ] Coffee cup - Mmmmmmmm Starbucks.
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - John Digweed.
[ x ] What you are wearing now - black dickies, White Kappa shirt and my black *cold steel* dickies shirt.
[ x ] Hair - Shaved.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - A mint.
[ x ] In my head - Smashy Smashy.
[ x ] Wishing - that the bar didn't have to close this early.
[ x ] After this - I'll probably make some popcorn.
[ x ] Talking to - My cat.. probably the best conversation all night.
[ x ] Eating - Nothing but thinking about my last beer.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Jen and Josh.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - Requiem for a Dream, Clock work Orange, Where the Buffalo roam.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - nothing really.
[ x ] The last thing you ate - Chinese food.
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - Ending up like my parents.
[ x ] Do you like candles - I like fire.
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - huh?
[ x ] Do you like incense - yes sir.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - of course... its kinda like the smell of gasoline, You know it bad but its so good.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - not anymore.
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yeah thats a crock of shit.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - Good thing for Hallmark to push...
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - Nope.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - I can forgive but never forget.
[ x ] Do you believe in God - Who?????
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - I want to be skinned in the tradition Chinese manor, preserving my Tattoos and the rest of me buried.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - Probably 4 days +.
[x ] Ever been to Belgium - nope.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yes.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - Pennies cause you can usually donate them to something.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy - Anything sugar related.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - Why I live the life I choose.
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - Myself
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - My cousin, She maybe the only person that has ever excepted me for me.
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - Not have to deal with stupid people. Blah american's... |
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| 09:41pm 10/12/2002 |
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mood:  drunk music: Anything Smashy Smashy style........
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Well still stuck at work.. It's been an ok day so far I guess. The only complaint being an unneeded comment from a low rate supervisor... But thats the past and I'll look towards the future.. and what a bright future it is... I see a pint or two of beer ahead.. mmmmm so tasty. |
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| 11:44am 09/12/2002 |
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Well this past weekend was definitely one for the record books. Getting a chance to hang out with Jen, Josh and Amanda has really helped to open my eyes to the possibilities of life. Never before have I experienced so much is so little of time. For this I am grateful. Its not often that you can actual find decent people in todays crazy world but for some reason I have been bless with 3.
The removal of the nipples unfortunately never took place but we did get around to cutting out Josh's lowbret, that had turned into an implant. It was under about 1/2" of tissue and down right next to the bone. So about an hour, and a LOT of blood later it was fixed.
In other news, I have also been playing with the idea of getting tattooed again. I have a couple of different ideas as to what I want, I'm just not certain in what order I want them done in... oh well I guess there's time to think about that later.. for now its time to start getting ready for work..
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| Not everyone understands, it's a spiritual thing..... |
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| 06:00pm 08/12/2002 |
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mood: Enlightened music: Infected Mushroom, *Blue Muppet*
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It was at this point that I realized I was not about to meet god, but rather for the time being I was God. No fear presided over me. Only shear joy of pride, accomplishment, and self-determination filled my heart. Never before in a single instant had I felt so undeniably wonderful. Did it hurt? Of course it did. It hurt incredibly, but non of that mattered. Pain was no longer pain. It was a defeated foe that I had blissfully risen above. Within the same instant I realized that there was no fear I could not overcome. Would I still fear? Of course I would, but that would not matter. For now I could master fear, it could not master me. |
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| 11:53am 07/12/2002 |
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Whoo hoo.... the guests have arrived now its time to play...
This is going to be a weekend to remember.. |
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| 03:08am 07/12/2002 |
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Xylocaine....... check
10cc syringes... check
8.0mm Dermal punch check
Surgical scissors check
#11 scalpel..... check
Dermabond....... check
Sutures......... check
looks like everything has arrived... all that waits is the patient and he gets in tomorrow. Lets remove us some nipples. |
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| 01:12pm 06/12/2002 |
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Yesterday I killed a man, a man that looked like me.
This is a new beginning, and I think I like it. |
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| 03:25pm 29/11/2002 |
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mood:  thirsty music: Puddle of Mudd *She Hates Me*
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Hmmmm what to do with my evening..... So far there are a couple of different possibilties but nothing that has really caught my attention. The choices include a quiet night out to the casino with a friend from school, an rowdy and most likely expensive night out to the bar, or an evening at home spending quality time with my new bottle of Crown Royal. Either which one I chose I do believe it will lead to me having a good couple of drinks.. I think I have earned them.
Another thing that has been brought to my attention is people talking about doing a weekend gathering in Fargo, ND. It does seem really intriguing but I'm not sure how the money situation will be for when my guest come. Oh well I guess I shall just play things by ear and see what pans out. |
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| Move over Winnipeg |
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| 01:56pm 29/11/2002 |
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Ok so the plans are set.. I have some very important guests making there way up to Winnipeg shortly the weekend of Dec 7th. I'm very much looking forward to the prospects of what may happen and where things will go. Jen and Josh will be driving up and arriving late Friday I believe and will be shipping up the needed equipment a day or two in advance. Sweet jesus I'm excited... hopefully this time everything goes better. Not that I minded getting the piercings for the hooks but it would have been nice to actually get to complete the pulling. But I'll remain positive, for this time it will be with Jen.
Well the count down begins... 7 days |
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| 09:07pm 27/11/2002 |
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mood:  optimistic music: R.L Burnside *Let my baby ride*
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I received a very interesting and very welcomed phone call just a few moments ago. It seems that my venture to Minneapolis this past weekend will have a follow up visit very shorty. After speaking to both Jen and Josh it has been decided that they will be traveling up to the friendly streets of Winnipeg for a short visit and then I will be joining them in their return home. In this second meeting we will once again try to complete my pulling if not attempt a suspension. This news has definitely improved my mood for the day and will hopefully set a trend for the rest of the week.
It is a comforting feeling finally knowing that you have found a group of people that accept you for you. I can see this becoming the start to a very good friendship. |
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